yes ive been crying over a stuffed animal

this is sthe biggest deal every and i feel like a big nerd. WHERE THE FUCK IS ELMO. NO JOKE where is he. im scarred where did he go. did i pack him? i put him in a box at the bottem i remeber that, but i unpacked him maybe? IM going to fucking freak out. i live under a fuckign kitchen. im tired and sick, you know i dont do that to you. you were right ehrn you said those hurtfull things. where did your passion go? becuase i dont see it anymore. im looseing you.