i was so surprised when it came down to it. i am so insecure about it and i didnt realize it untill i said it. all of a sudden i needed reasurance. ive never ever needed that before. but now all of a usdden i dont think i need it. the truth is if someone dosent want me becuase i said oen thing but they perceve it to be another then that is their problem. i wish i could belive what i just said. im not going to be one of those girls. or at least i hope not. what what the fuck am i doing.