im more confused than ever i think. i dont know who to evealuate. somehow i did some of the things i vowed not to do, but i guess lifes not as easy as i thiught it could be. my bangs keep doing funny things, but ive got to leave for work in nine minutes. im tired, when will i get a good nights sleep. someone got honey on my D keys and it was sticky for a while. i guess im not as akward as i said i was on the phone. im being tugged in two diffrent dircetions, and i dont want to hurt the ne that means most. everything looks perfect from outerspace. the name thing is still werid i think of one person when i hear it not two. beaseball tonight. ughhhh im sick of loosing.