i wish i knew. i wish i was as tired as i was when i came home. maybe ill try to sleep again and come to the same concussion as always. i just ill just never know and get used to that feeling. ive got no time. im so sick of this and asking all the time, its time for some readjustments and new ideas. ive really got nothing new to say. i want to be Elisabeth Bennett. if my life were a movie right now wold be the middle part where things seem to fall apart at the seems