i think the header means everything right now. for one i cant stop listing to that song becuase well it just put the words in my mouth. i dont get why everything has to be so hard for no reason at all. its very strange how things work out and how much you want to control things you just fucking cant. really please why do i keep comming back for more. hurt me, hurt me. i guess thats what im asking, hurt me. and i guess its great when people cant tell at all im the one whos not ok, and that maybe i just said it. i guess thats just how things work out.