i guess everytime i think im about to come to soe great conlusion it dosent come anymore. i dont even think its just about me anymore. things seem to be falling apart mor than normal, but staying together. im ust tired of getting things becuase they are someone else's preferance. see ive made my decison im just waiting for the right time. i like when people think they are perfect and then it hits reality where we all fail. my eyes are tired again and its only eleven thirty. i know im sinking back, i can feel it.