ive made amends, but if you havent won rest in my arms sleep in my bed

i let certain things fall apart. i can see now that it assent on purpose but it just happened. i had to hit reality. i couldn't spend every night here anymore doing the things i used to. all those things i did and said. they wound up making me a part of me, but nothing ever stays the same forever. im happy where i am, and i wouldnt go back but that is what memories are for. its going to be a long afternoon lol. and i want to get stuart into real photography. it will happen lol