so lifes not perfect but heres the deal. ive got lots, and your in it. i miss you when your not around and sometimes i hate you becuase its the easiest thing to do in the most loving way. yes were not the same at all. but last night night finally it felt right. i didnt wake up and wonder how you were or if you were sleeping. im so glad we got out of that same routine. i really cant wait till we go do more things. our 4 days and 2 mornings are great, heres for what i wanted and always was afraid of.