sometimes

i just need to lay in my bed and watch harry potter. i ot really upset after leaving class today, i told the teacher i had to leave really early to go to a specialist appoinment in vancouver, but i really just needed to get the hell out of there. my mom wont answer her phone and it feels like no one really understand, or i dont want to tell them. things have become too truthful. things have been posted here that i think need to start being said outloud not just in a secret code we all seem to discover. i need to feel safe. and it dosent help my body wants to eat everything it sees in the last day. god i hope im not. please. ill give it more hours and lots of time. add a large paper and a little project. only harry potter can save my emotional state for now. so if you have some things to say, come out and say them.