im being hurt here. so much stress for something, and im mad. im mad about so many things. people cant just tell me things, they have to go threw other people, even after i do so much for them. fuck it makes me want to be selfish all the fucking time. FUCKKKK im so fucked and fuck . fucking michelle and fucking life, fuck you. fuck grwoing up nd fuck you for not telling me. whatever ill see you on the 28th then when we leave.