all throught the day i have so many things i want to put into this, but then i get home and rethink it all and im not sure if its all the same. my feelings and motivations and ideas are like day and night. forever changing. i hate how things imediatly change from me being something important to nothing . a something you could stand to loose. i dont know what to do with myself and i havent spent any time at home in days. oh how i wish things could be simpler. i hope we got that house. somehow i think michelle fucked it up. im afrid im too messed upinside. and i think other things are far to messed up to ever be fixed.
these last few days have had some picture erfect moments, its got to end soon
This is getting weird. - Is it just me or... I don't mean to sound self-centered here... But, it almost seems like she's trying to create similarities. I don't know. When you add i...
7 years ago