this song makes me cry. i dont want to loose in this game. but its like i lost already. hear you me my friend. everything will be ok. its better. why cant the music go louder, i need louder. i need alot of things im not getting right now.its not like i cant fucking sleep. im wide awake and its 6 hours till morning. i wasent expecting this poison to seep threw all this sweetness. i feel so done. i cant breath. i need to get the fuck out of here. i need the fuck out bad. im pretty fucking bitter.