silence, and rolling up into balls, not talking. i think they call this depresssion. i didnt even go to work today. i dont even know whats wrong. i know, but i dont see how that could be it. i wish i could reverse. rewind and tape over. just becuase im restless inside now.
It takes alot for me to apologize for anything. its part of me. and then when i get ntohing back, i tend to think you just dont care anymore. it could be true. im fucking my life over for nothing.
i dont know how to stop thinking, and ive got 12 dollars.
my cloths hang on the line drying in the daylight while i stay in the darkness of my room.
i need out whenever things just get this bad.
... i guess this is what it feels like.
This is getting weird. - Is it just me or... I don't mean to sound self-centered here... But, it almost seems like she's trying to create similarities. I don't know. When you add i...
7 years ago