Saturday, June 21, 2008

ive been supressing this for a while

its ten minutes to midnight and time flys past. i see those movie scenes alot now. the times in my life that would be in the movie.i cant waste tears on this. for all the times i dont cry i cry over the sillyest things. id like to get over it.

Well I made my way back down to the valley
Right on past 83rd street
That's where we once belonged
But I’m gone
I swear I’m long gone

So give it up, throw your hats in the air
And change is as you ladies say
"We'll get out of here"
Something tells me that you’re too scared to go

So the stairs that you could climb
Are the ones you’ve left behind
And your eyes light up when we talk about the past
God, I miss those songs we used to sing
Talking like getting away would be the greatest thing
Well me, I got out,
And you, you kept singing to me
Like that's really going to set this free

So give it up, throw your hats in the air
And change just as they land
You’re saying, "We'll get out of here"
Something tells me that you’re too scared to go

Like a ghost
You’ve been haunting all these dusty old roads and old homes
The ones we swore we'd never go, oh oh

As for Joe
Oh I’ve seen him around
Then there’s Adam
He’s afraid to go out
I don’t blame him, I just wanted to go out to eat

Then there’s Mark
God damn, I wish him the best
We were kids back then, as if we could progress
Sometimes I, I just can’t sleep
Thinking of everything we could have been

So give it up, throw your hats in the air
And change just as they land
You’re saying, "We'll get out of here"
Something tells me that you’re too scared to go

So give it up, throw your hats in the air
And change just as they land
You’re saying, "We'll get out of here"
Something tells me that you’re too scared to go




its my fate and ive made a choice. ivenever had alot of stability in people. i think telling people makes it more real, which helps. that is the case for alot of things.
id like to think things could be diffrent. but not in that way, i love certian things and the way they happen and have happened. if only you could be here in my brain. then youd get what i mean. i feel like ive been losing things, allong the way.im not bitter, its just i passed that point in life.

We talked all night,
About everything you could imagine,
'Cause come the morning, I'll be gone,
And as our eyes start to close,
I turn to you and I let you know,


id have to be alot better and funnyer to have my own movie.
please set me free from this hurt.

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