managers override to checkstand life

some one told me their was a person waiting out their. a taste of bittersweet. i love and hate it. its not as hard as it seems. the truth is hard to over ride. im not every thing i wish i could be. no more bouncing ideas. ive gone singular in this. its like i have a handful of sand but its slowly leaking out and everytime i check their is less and less sand left. it dosent feel like a sunday night. its cold yet again in here. i cant wrtie any music to let this out. right ow i cant think of anything. i just need a rest from this. im starting to get streched too thin. too many people. i dont kwow what to do because for the first time in a ahiel i let someone know that you actually are the worst of them all. and its true.


in stranger times ive had more secrets. ive almost lost my mind. i cant ever sleep anymore. i have so much to say but im still afraid. i wish i was a better person. have i really changed that much? i always think back to a year from now. ever since april.
i love the dumb and dumber dynamic, and that i had to be the driver tonight of all, it was fine. all night dinners seem to be the place i eat dinner at midnight. ill take you on a moonlight ride.i try to picture my life diffrently and it just dosent work out. many plans made and like 15 percent follow up on them. im so cold. i think its more the tiredness than the actual tempature. my tattoo is taking forever o heal and it dtil feels like a bitch. ive gt this wonderful scabb on it now.


its definatey time to move on. i wish i could understand islandic, life would be easyer.



and
this is my ink blot test result how surprising


Sydney, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love

Your instinct to love and be loved is rooted very deeply in your subconscious and affects most of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not.

You inspire people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. You also value your personal relationships more than most people.

Your unique capacity to love may be greater than those around you, which means you may have more to give in relationships than your friends or romantic partners do.

Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.