Friday, June 13, 2008

i cant say i didnt see it in the making

its hard. when you think one way but then you get sent in another, what missy said is true, we suck, and i do too i guess. somehow i wish i was so wrong. and that you would hit my windows with candy again. becuase i was wanted. i havent cryed in a along time, and over this is stupid. its part of me wanting the past now. it actually took alot to stay sober. and that is terrifying. i think the only reason my body wants to is so that no matter what happens i cant leave. i really do need to find something new. i want to tune out. i want to tune out for a long time. and not care, i wish i could not care

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