how can you look at a picture and not see the whole thing. maybe its the backround that really shows whats going on, someimes i feel like this most i will ever know about people is in the backrounds of their photos. its your secrets. sometimes i cant deal with the quiet and i think i have to leave for a while. i womdern how many times it takes to escape to finally get it right, when i think about it i think abotu not comming here for days at a time but then where would i be. its not like talking is getting me anywhere. i just need to be away from it all.