i dont know how much more i can get. its just like you said it, life goes easy on me most of the time. i just dont feel that great. im trying to well up everything and its just not working, i need more sleep and more food, and more water. ive got a big pile of laundry that is calling my name for later. maybe i can avoid maggie some more today, the thing is i know if i was alone i wouldnt like it but the point that im not means i want to be. idk i need to do aot of things tonight, their is no more room for messying things up. idk anymore i really dont, i think i need to decided between my needs and other peoples for once nad go with mine, but its not working out. call me home. call me home.