Their are things i wish i never found out about. i don't even think you would have let me know. i cant wait for something that wont ever happen. their aren't any more questions. what always can fix things is here comes the sun. as much as i want to believe i wont do special things because i know, i know also i wont be able to stop myself. its been two weeks. i really couldn't tell you what i wanted anyways. sometimes i drive the long way home, just so i can have time to think. its like sometimes i have to be better than you. how is it im exhausted till i hit this bed, then my mind powers back up, to think about all the things i dont want to.