plan of action

Ok so here's the dealio, were going to look at a new house tonight. 6:30 pm a 2 bed one bath everything included for 400 a month. if we make the decision and she can commit to us coming in February we can pay our last months worth of rent this January and move in February. its 40 dollars more a month than here but if it makes things better than ok. i can have the bigger room apparently but i dont care at all. i just hope the rooms are far apart like with seperate walls. i also just used this black towel that i didnt wash first and it got all the black lint all over my body oh joy.

bah

i came in this morning and all of the lights were on and doors open do people not know who to shut off a light? lets see umm no. but see they also do not know how to read signs or do things in general. im not sure even if i am working id prefer not to if i didnt have to but we will see how the day goes. i have to see stuart later which is fine we just ar going to hang out anyways. all the money i own today is going to gas oh joy. im going to have to talk to someone about that. ive earner 70 dollars worth of money here. two weeks ago i just need to cash it in cha chinggg. got i cant wait till i have money again. this time i will plan it out i have to... how boring. im waiting for bob to come in today i dontthink i need to work today. was is their to do for me? nothing it seems for today, we can talk about next week. and go over when i will be working. blah blah blah dan is in the stiduio along its funy because she dosent know what he is doing withouth nick technacally. im bored at work i want to go home and do something else, maybe ill stream a movie for later on. fjfjfijfjfjfjfjfjfjjffffffffff

al i can say

IS FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING PERSONAILITTY GO DIE PLEASE OR LIVE IN REALITY I WIHS YOU WOULD FUCKING GROW UP> YOU MAKE ME WANT TO PULL OUT ALL MY HAIR AND DO MEAN THINGS TO YOU AL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BVIEABVWRIVBWIVBSFVSFBVSIFLVBIN

im actually

more upset than anything.

just the idea that you wouldn't drive on Christmas to be together. i cant help but think if something changed the other night. some deep seeded idea from a tragically altered brain, transplanted and watered within your head. that's always going to be the problem. that and your communication skills. maybe I'm irrational and except everything but when you've trained me to be that way how can you expect anything different. right now i truly want away.

Christmas actually just seems ruined and I'm not going to hold back on this in the future.