you told me yesterday you'd wait till septemeber

you dont know how happy that makes me

and the smiles help alot

i miss home

my airmattress died in the middle of the night

umm ok im sitting in the parking lot for the beach, stealing someones open internet connection. i forgot to pick up the papers at brittanys. stuart just convinced me to cancel my surgery somehow. it was for august 15th but ill just push it back. so i can go camping to jones lake and i can go to pax. today i spent alot of time thinking about how much it would mean if i left, or other wise. i was wondering if it had just been me who had grown attached but then when i told him he was like NOO, somehow i think this will come up in drunken conversations with missy, if your reading this please come rescue me on thusday m number 143 on 1st street kiddy corner to the firehall. i sleep in t tent by my self. and it was rainign and cold last night. what sandy said the other night for clarification was that was the end of summer to me and stuart. idk how or why he thoguht so, but im glad your safe and im glad to see missy soon

end all be all

so im still in a weird state about saying good bye, im hoping you landing soon and having fun. after you left we went back to stus house and went to wings for dinner ate 4 ponds of wings, um then we sat in my car for a long time, sandy asked some kid if he was brown and the kid replyed yes. hella funny. went to see step brothers and said good bye. im in a good mod after driving home to death cab for cutie, and no matter what sadny meant me and stuart decided otherwise. i cant wait for time to come, except the growing up part

talks of halfs and sandwiches is what consumes our day to day lives, i need to remeber to get that paper from brittany's house. im aprehensive. things change SOOOOOOOO OFTEN i cant deal, please choose a side.