so here we are

im really tired. im trying to suppress somevsort of emotion and i cant difrentuate things from day to day or when they happened anymore. another day another time. im not going to make a big deal about anniversarys anymore. or talk about those things in which you dont want to. sometimes i really wonder what were doing. our lives don't mesh, somehow we just make then blend together for a certain amount of time. on gosh maybe im just in a slump god i feel like throwing up.

Simplicity

we lost one. and at the worst time too. she needed us more than anything else to be their and understand. i guess life's just shitty that way sometimes and im sorry things had to go this way. love you always.

oh god. for ten minutes i decided not to go, then i dismissed my fear and im going to go to class, ive got somehting to print and hand in today. i havent got the right paper becuase of my lack of planning, but what the hell. ive got to go to school now and face my fate oh hell.

i knew it was you

i let you in. and we both know thats a big deal. ive got a lot in this now. were both afraid. i cant deny that. i think we both know its not any short time sort of thing. which is scary for both of us. i just want to be in that place forever. it was worth the jump, becuase without it i never would have found this.