its not what you say its how you say it. i think that's the premise of life. maybe things don't mean to be said, but threw the subconscious they do. maybe its the fact that i feel as if the only way people say what they actually feel is when you have to search to find it. if the truth is what you seek. i haven't found it. im not unhappy your happy im just upset that sometimes people feel as if they are entitled to be better and feel better than i do at all times.