remember how i said nothing bad happens well when bad things happen i guess they are really bad, I'm not trapped at work but i feel like i am. i just want to cry because of the bad things. i just feel sick and i don't want to eat really i just need to go home and be with the people who mean everything. i don't want to loose this our family will change forever if it does and i know this will change you. i just need everything to stay the same for us.