its been a while since ive looked at everything in this. what keeps me up at night is what haunts me. tomorrow means everything, and im not ready. sometimes i wish days like Thursdays didn't exist anymore. its hot and im cold, im thirsty, dirty and tired. its time for limits and i know it. why do i screw myself over week after week its times like these i just wonder if i had chosen to do something completely differently i know things would be alright. ill never know. really and truly i have to learn to accept that.