alone now with my thoughts

i guess i havent taken any time to write here, or anything worthwhile, i do miss my blog that no one read, or secretly just did and i petended as if they didnt. i hope nothing else happens to my car tonight. it looks like ill be playing baseball against chatelle, interesting. i really do wish i were sleeping, the last two days has gone so fast and im almost done unpacking. ive got alot to do tomorow. i just wish it were easier. i cant sleep and i want water. it turns out beer and ginger ail is good together who would have known if me and christina and corey hadnet have tryied it out. im just glad the whole moving heavy stuff is all done, and all it cost me was 178 bucks and a case of beer.

fucking fuck fuck

so much for my budget

i fucking have no words, and I'm madder than i seem. its going to be super sweet trying to drive to school on the freeway. fuckers. they got both of us. mines worse but still, 300 dollars i have right now but thats almost like working for a month or a month's worth of rent. i fucking love my life.

you could be happy

new house, new smell, new boxes, same stuff.

todays been long and i haven't even gotten half way yet. oh and i forgot i was dealing with the two latest people ive ever met.

i love the rain but not today, and its cold. i cant find anything im lookig for and i dont know what is in which box for sure.

i guess thats just life.

my face has issues ok i see them i want them to be gone. ugh


sometimes its just easyier to write nothing at all then the things that mean something, maybe soon